i suck at writingg...tell me what you think still =]

its in mygallery!


sharp escape...


its like i dont care anymore/im to scared im to torn
give me needles give me drugs
ease this pain ,free my lungs.

you told me it was all in my head
there was no conflict , no need for blood.
i remeber now, i see the reasons why.
i need to cut ,i need to die.

i wish this wouldnt happen, i wish it would al go back.
i dont need this now, i dont need your stupid acts.

i think of all the memories. with all of us...so happy
like it was all a dream, but now im back to this damn reality.

i was healed, i was strong, but now im back to this mess....to the scars.
i had forgotten how great this pain felt. the shades of red, such sharp cuts...

now i am nothing but a vacant heart. a lost soul.
you seem so far.

dont you notice, dont you care?
inside im screaming , inside im torn.
you believe what you want you dont see the truth

dont you wonder why i cry? would you care if i died?

I am lost in my suicidal thouhts, thinkin of only drugs and cutz,
maybe im just not healthy. maybe im insane
fightin this sickness inside my brain.

its a war between myself and I. ,
over the one true love i cant eny.

i cut my legs , i cut my wrist.
i love the sharpness of its kiss.....